I did not weigh myself yet.  Not because I was waiting for the ‘right’ moment more because I am trying to psych myself up to the moment.  There is a difference, non?
The weather has been unbearable here and I have not wanted to venture out to find the nearest WW group.  We will finally be getting the spare room organized and I can start doing my other exercises in there.  I have my period right now and I feel like CRAPOLA.  I was sitting with two gals from work today and they were going on and on about how great it was to be past menopause.  I really am looking forward to NOT spending 10 days a month feeling like CRAP…well, more like CRAP than usual anyhow.
I was thinking last night how I NEVER wake up in a good mood and that this must have something to do with the lack of the dopamine in my brain…note to self…look for supplement at health food store that can help me with this.  I tried to take SAMe but all it did was make my legs swell up.  How weird is that?
I should also probably stop watching the food network to ‘wind down’ – esp. that show with Guy Fieri “Diners, Drive-In’s and Dives”.  He makes me want to eat, ALOT.
Today I am really tired.  I have not slept well since I got back from the folks house.  I had a fighting chance last night only to be woken up by indigestion and then again 2 hours later because our house alarm went off.  That was a hell of a 4AM wake up call – followed up by a visit from the local cops.  Well, at least it will give the neighbors something to wag their tounges about:0(